Every time dad starts talking about college applications my stomach hurts and I start to sweat. It's not the thought of being in college that make me nauseous, it's getting my applications in by this weekend like dad says I have to do. I'm scared I won't be accepted because he's told me a thousand times that I won't be because of my grades/lack of motivation/etc. I KNOW that people with worse grades than mine will get in, just maybe with less financial aid, but I know he'll be mad if I don't get every scholarship I can. Mostly cuz my brother got so many.
I feel like I'm going to vomit.